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Monday, February 25, 2008
Ever been alone? Truly alone? in the dead of the night, when the whispers of your own soul creep up to your ears, rendering sanity and peace to naught.
when not a slivver of memory can save you. not of friends. family. anyone or anything you love. nothing. you are bared to yourself. to a torture you yourself devised, even though you be not aware of it.
you can shiver. you can tremble. you can shake. these small comforts are allowed you. but it's all you have now.
you pull down your own defenses, your own barricades that you set up against yourself. ripping them with a vehemence almost bestial in nature. just a short while ago, you set them up.
she walks into your mind. briefly. almost like a passing flame in the shadow of your mind's depth. tip-toeing on the very edge of your consciousness.
you can see her. breath takingly there. standing right before you. beseeching you with an all to familiar hand that you have memorised. you need her. and that need aches from within. permeating.
and with a suddeness almost cruel, she's wiped away. torn asunder. by you.
and the same hand grips the pommel of a dagger, only to stab the source it originates. say goodbye to you, from you.
1:56 AM
im alone; a fear;
